Awesome God

I have to do a surgical operation before CLN holiday. It comes suddenly. Although the operation is not a big one, I still feel upset because Doctor said they never tried to use celioscope to remove a tumour from back shoulder. But they had done the more difficult one successfully many times. Before I checked in the hospital, I quickly sent email to ask my sisters in church to pray for me. But I have no time to wait for their replies before I enter into hospital . I asked my mom, my sister, my dad pray for me. At one aspect, I hope they could experience God's power through any possible chance, since they didn't believe in God at this moment. At another, I believe God will bless me, but it seems come in my mind not by heart actually. My faith is not strong enough this time.

Here I am writing to witness how awesome the God is.

First, he gave me a good time to show all my baptism pictures and video in front of my mom and dad during the night before I do operation in hospital. I know it is an only time both of my parents have patience to listen to my sharing and watch it together. My father showed a lot of interests to watch my baptism moment. And they feel moved by my witness words.

Second, God know that my faith was not strong enough. He showed me directly that he stays with me during the whole process. Just before I was pushed into the surgery, just in the few minutes to waiting for the lift where patients' family was prohibited from entering, the nurse who pushing me into surgery heard my mom said "God will bless you." She took initiative to pray for me together with my mom. I clearly remember her words that Jesus Spirit comes to stay with me and strengthens me. I was really moved by her words by Jesus love. I cannot help to weeping. I want to say thank to the nurse, but didn't have chance to see her again. Praise the God and thank for God. His love is the truth and faith.

2009/1/23 is the date I experienced God's love so deeply.

God's messengers from Africa

These days, two African friends spoke a lot of God's love and faith in their life. I has been touching by their story, their words and their songs. I know that it is not only a simple story. From their face, I can see a strong faith and reliance on the God. They aroused my interests in Africa. What a place it is on earth? What is their really life like? What the God had done on that place? What God has given them? Why they could have such strong faith on God even though they live in a poor condition? How can they do it? Why is it so hard for us who are living with full of foods and rich living materials to trust God? On the contary, people who lives in poor can have rich spiritual life? It is pitty that I cannot stay with them for longer time and hear their whole story this afternoon.

God, please mercy us and give us strength to rely on you. Today, my friend M come to hear your words and feels touching by your message. Please soften his heart and give him a chance to know you deeply. I know he is seeking the truth at his age. God, I know everything is hold in your hand. As long as you like, you can let anyone to know you. Hope you save him soon. Amen!

waiting for my flights at Shenzhen airport

Tonight I will back home where I haven't been for a long time (actually only two months passed since the last time I went back home). I cannot wait for more than one mintues to see my mom and dad, but when I arrived airport I heard the bad news that my flights delayed and no actual time displayed then. Oh, Gosh. I have to wait at airport for 4-5 hours. Lucky, I got a rest room tickets unexpectly, so that I can have a soft sofa to take a nap and have computer to on line. Thanks God! It's really good an arrangement to spend so boring time.

人類爲什麽可以成爲動物世界的統治者？

今天無意中，聽到兩個中學生的對話。一個說，“今天好冷啊。” 另一個說：“是啊。冬天要穿厚衣服才能禦寒，夏天要開冷氣，真奇怪，人類需要那麽多外在物質才能生存，卻成爲所有動物的統治者，這個問題值得反思一下。”說完，兩人哈哈大笑。

我聼后爲之驚訝，確實這個問題值得反思一下。你覺得爲什麽，人類可以作爲這個世界的統治者呢？有人說，因爲人類有創造力，可以製造武器防禦，保護自己。但是海豚都知道可以用海綿來保護自己的鼻子，烏鴉也會製造工具，彎曲一根鐵絲來取食物；有人說，人類會利用群體的智慧戰勝大自然，但是恐怕在大自然中狼群的合作一點也不比人類差；可能因爲人類最聰明。沒錯，人腦的確是這個世界上最聰明的細胞組合，但是科學家測試過，在大自然的環境中，人類的聰明不比猴子聰明多少，甚至還不如。

好多問題，都想不通，想不到答案。卻在聖經創世紀中找到，神說：“我們要照著我們的形象，按照我們的樣式造人，使他們管理海裏的魚，空中的鳥，地上的牲畜和全地，並地上所爬的一切昆蟲。”　簡單的話語道破玄機。是神讓我們掌管一切，給予了我們這樣的權利。是神創造了我們，興起了我們。

可是我們都知道權利越大，責任越大。我們人類擁有了這樣大的權利，統治萬物，萬物為我所用，可我們又負擔了多少對這個世界的責任呢？全球暖化，環境污染，過度砍伐，過度開採，地面下陷，互相殘殺，互相排擠。主啊，如果這個世界上沒有愛，那會是一個怎樣的面目。願神的愛可以傳遍天下，讓人們多一些彼此相愛，消除一切罪惡吧。阿門！