Awesome God

I have to do a surgical operation before CLN holiday. It comes suddenly. Although the operation is not a big one, I still feel upset because Doctor said they never tried to use celioscope to remove a tumour from back shoulder. But they had done the more difficult one successfully many times. Before I checked in the hospital, I quickly sent email to ask my sisters in church to pray for me. But I have no time to wait for their replies before I enter into hospital . I asked my mom, my sister, my dad pray for me. At one aspect, I hope they could experience God's power through any possible chance, since they didn't believe in God at this moment. At another, I believe God will bless me, but it seems come in my mind not by heart actually. My faith is not strong enough this time.

Here I am writing to witness how awesome the God is.

First, he gave me a good time to show all my baptism pictures and video in front of my mom and dad during the night before I do operation in hospital. I know it is an only time both of my parents have patience to listen to my sharing and watch it together. My father showed a lot of interests to watch my baptism moment. And they feel moved by my witness words.

Second, God know that my faith was not strong enough. He showed me directly that he stays with me during the whole process. Just before I was pushed into the surgery, just in the few minutes to waiting for the lift where patients' family was prohibited from entering, the nurse who pushing me into surgery heard my mom said "God will bless you." She took initiative to pray for me together with my mom. I clearly remember her words that Jesus Spirit comes to stay with me and strengthens me. I was really moved by her words by Jesus love. I cannot help to weeping. I want to say thank to the nurse, but didn't have chance to see her again. Praise the God and thank for God. His love is the truth and faith.

2009/1/23 is the date I experienced God's love so deeply.